A lifetime a lifetime of mistakes and courage
the People the people that surround you each day
It hurts it hurst when you know you will leave them
its best, its best if you go first and not see them go
Selfish is it selfish to feel this way or is it fear to just let go
to think, to think if you did do the right thing
If not, if not just turn back and say sorry
You wish, you wish you could go back in time
Just fix, just fix what you left there to die
But no, you just cannot go back and lie
I tried, you say, but did you try hard enough
The choices, the choices you made at that time
Is it better, will it be if you were not existing
Will they make it, just make it to the top without me
But will they, will they be the same without me
a mess, a mess that you cannot clean
the hurdles, are the troubles you face along
its them, its them that you hurt and make happy
But stay, just stay because you love them anyway
The past, the past is where you cannot go,
but the future is waiting to know….